purely unmotivated

if i had bags of cash i will go around the world with sarah from place to place, until i found the one that i love the most and live there and try all kinds of fruits juices and drugs. and still have bags of cash. no fucking worries. better be cats or dead when thinking bout pricetags of basic necessities just give you heartache. i'm too young for all this. now i wish i could shrink and curl up inside the womb and vanish to nothing. second is bullet through my brain but i don't wanna end up in flames for eternity #muslimdilemma