kindness

I admit that I'm nothing but shit.

I am.

Till the day I die

a rotting carcass.

I admit that you are made for greatness.

You are.

I never deserve you

and I will never be.

I admit that my regrets drown me.

Always. 

Time just nods silently

with chains stiff on my neck.

I admit that I miss the dead.

So much.

But they won't be so kind

when they receive me.